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fucking lame.

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala.... I am so bored.... I am avoiding my paper, since I got an extension on it.... hell ya for me getting an extension....

Its been a long time since I updated this thing... i don't know why... i have been writing in my "ryan" journal a lot, i think that is why I have been avoiding this one. my "ryan" journal is like a day to day run down of all the crap going on in my life that Ryan gets to read when he is finally home. Did I mention that that will be happening in 14 months? Do you know how freaking excited I am about that? THRILLED. Go figure that I am thrilled and I still have over a year. Do you know what i am NOT thrilled about??? Brandon resigning for 4 more years. Honestly, for someone who bitched and moaned about how much he hated the marine corp, he sure reinlisted fast. He was supposed to be home on january 1. But no. He has signed his ass up for 4 more years of hell, one of which will be served in iraq. fucking retard.

I have been thinking about quitting at the theatre. I really don't like working there lately. I mean, there are days where things are great, and there are mostly days where things are awful. There are just some managers that I cannot stand to work with. Honestly, its like I would rather be pulling all of my fingernails off one by one than work with these people. They have all gotten so lazy and obnoxious. Its really hard to make myself go to work every day. I used to love it. And now I dread it. Again, not EVERY shift is awful, but between the stupid, obnoxious customers and most of my co-workers, I am getting so sick of it all. But that seems to be my pattern, huh? Two years in a place and I am sick of everything and wanting to move on. I thought that I was wanting to move on at old navy because I was getting no respect. I think that it is worse at the theatre. I am an associate manager and I think that i am getting even less respect than I was as floor staff. Not from the employees, but from some of the managers. Its really getting on my nerves and I want to just be like, "god, you aren't better than me, so get the hell over yourself...." but no, I am nice and I just ignore everything and pretend there are no problems. lovely. And that in turn makes me never want to be there. It makes me want to just walk out.

Like on saturday night. if you got yelled at by someone who is technically your equal, and I mean, YELLED at, with accusations flying, and then later found out that they apologized to the other person they were yelling at but not you, would you feel hurt? maybe a little pissed? Oh believe me, I am. But I have resigned myself to admit that is person is not my friend. Never has been. I gave this person an awesome christmas present and I wish more than anything that I could just be like, "um, yeah, I made a mistake, I want it back, kthanks".... what a fucking waste of time and money. LAME. so all I have to say is FUCK YOU.

Ok, I am done bitching, sorry everyone! I love you all! Happy New Year... I hope the year is better than it has started out.... gah.


( 3 comments — Leave a comment )
Jan. 4th, 2007 02:58 am (UTC)
Aw, sorry things aren't going too well at work. Good luck making a decision!
Jan. 4th, 2007 07:41 pm (UTC)
oh your icon.....*swoon*

i have one word for the job situation: TRANSFER. come work with me and i will help tape your sanity back together :) if not, can't you talk to Ally?? maybe something general could be said at your meeting on saturday about managers not acting professional/friendly to each other and it needs to stop. that way there's no name calling or one on one confrontation...just a thought.

and 14 months actually doesn't sound that far away...which is weird. but everything goes by so fast these day, ugh. and brandon is a retard.
Jan. 5th, 2007 10:02 pm (UTC)
well, the year started off with the visual image of dick clark kissing his wife. it has to get better! a plus side of the theatre: watching laura struggle to get the brains out of the projectors!
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